This image brings me back to the good days, where our biggest worry was what new pizza places to try while sitting by the lake, and how much epic time we would get to spend together before Trev was deployed.
It's been one of those crazy busy seasons, and in the midst of the chaos I can feel the constant ache in my heart.
An ache for this guy, for these two young kids dreaming of their best future, and for the innocence of us before war.
I can't tell you what brings on the heavy days, they come out of left field and hang around for a few weeks.
No matter how far I've come, and how much I continue to grow, this guy will forever be a part of me. Can't wait for the day that we get to see each other again and I can share with him all the ways that he has made me brave.
Know that if you're experiencing loss, there's no right or wrong way to navigate through it. It's gut wrenching, it's ugly, and while there's no two stories the same, there's beauty within the ashes.
If you're looking for the safe place to be yourself and to be loved on through the beautiful mess, I know just the community for you. It saved me, and continues to everyday. My hearts deepest desire is to show you that you are not alone.
You've got this love, we've got this. Just breathe
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