I've sunk into the darkness, because I can't see the bright sunlight anymore. I was afraid. And I am even more afraid now. Now it felt on sinking deeper and deeper into it. I couldn't cry out for help, cause whenever I tried to, all I got was mouth full of salty water. You see, I was panicking, I was drowning. But I kept on holding you. I kept on keeping my trust. I tried so hard not to but eventually my heart had its own victory over mind, as always. And you conquered it over. You can never be honest and comment on the other inside story of myself.
Hate, I know all about hate. But I chose to love you. For the very first time I had chosen someone to trust, someone I can talk through nights. Someone who can be my 3am partner but it did not work. At start it all seemed just so perfect, cheesy, interesting.
At the latter point it all started falling at original parts, where it belongs to and lean on not on your own understanding.
Where has raw true love gone? Where did all your goodness flow? Where did all your not wasting time in flaunting our relationships on social media and spending time together more go? Where did your promises fade away? I still kept them as a hope to be fulfilled and all the lies you said to me yesterday are promise to my heart even today.